day by day, the A's is getting nearer. unprepared unprepared, super unprepared.
gotta work man
so yesterday, went to school to study with the usuals and slept barely 4 hours as was prison breaking season 1 with theo, cousin. then dragged myself outta bed and met daryl outside sch to have breakfast before studying. and studied till 6 and yeah it is nice to study with weijie opposite u lol, anything u don know, look up and just ask. then went to eat soya bean with weijie and caixin at 6 then went caixin house before meeting des and jon monkey at junction 8. lol then went play arcade then keane mok came and we walked to monkey house lol.

we saw one lvl 1 unit playing mahjong then caixin stand outside the door and shouted PONG super loud then we ran lol. was all sticky when we reached mok house lol. then when liverpool match finished, i went up to sleep and there keane was, singing army songs with des lol. so tried to sleep around 1 plus when they watching man u match, and when the match finished, keane came up disturbed me and des and start singing army songs again. knn 2 plus am going 3 le we still haven sleep. the thing is, me and des had a race at 730am and gotta wake at 530. so yeah kinda stressed and he kept on talking lol. left left left right.... ''eh eh mok, ur floor made of wat ah? and he kept on asking lol. then ask us wan go cruise not la all that. lol. then finally when des snoring sets in, i took the pillow and went to sleep in the living room where the sofa is super comfortable. barely close my eyes, des came down'' eh 545 le wake up le need go NYP for race le. wa sian lol. reached there did warm ups and we both were kinda nervous or stressed maybe coz 16k race lol. managed to did my best i think and got my finisher medal=) felt so much like giving up in the middle of the race but yeah carried on, or crawled on lol. but upon seeing the finisher medal, everything is worth it lol. des was kinda disappointed in his run coz of timing and all. lost him 2 min plus. k that it. time to sleep
woke up today morning with dark clouds overhead and that means not going to swim and going to sleep lol haha. and i think i am getting whiter by the day zzz.. so met des at 12 plus to go velocity to collect our race pack for nex week 16k race. and yeah i know caixin gonna read this so here goes. ME AND DES WAITED 45 MINS OR MORE FOR HIM!!!!! bloody hell. lol then we ate BK and went study lol. notice the lol behind. but ok ok la not that bad. then mok came haha with my swimming tights lol. then they went city hall buy ear piece then i stayed and study and met them afterwards to go bishan swim. quite fun and tiring lol. had a lot of fun and bull shit during the way. then ate subway lol. today is unhealthy day. and after that, ate long john's fries lol. power. super long nvr eat so much le haha. then me and des took train home. and he pei me walk in to aunt's house. then walked out alone. thanks=) and he said they saw my shoe at i forget where. the adidas shoe i wanted to buy instead of the one i am wearing now. lol the bright yellow and black stripes. time to save up again haha. ok time to prison break season 1. haha going to re watch again. too nice.
Monday, watched FD4 in 3d with baby then walked around in between marina square and suntec in search of her new bag. in the end bought one nike bag for her as her bag spoiling. prelims cui again. 2 months. nice one.


went to see grandma just now at her house, she slimmed down a lot and it hurts to see her like this and when she is in hospital, i don even have the time to go see her. her stomach is constantly giving her pain. tried so hard to hold back my tears, din even remember feeling this way upon getting my U's back from prelims. God bless grandma to feel lesser pain.

Don't tell me if i'm dying
coz i don wanna know
if i can see the sun
then maybe i should go
don wake me coz i am dreaming
with Angels On the Moon.
If leaving will relieve you of your pain,
i would rather u leave then see you suffer.
God, please help.
grandma is in hospital again..
get well soon grandma...

liverpool scrapped a win last night, watched it with cousin and the man u match which obviously they are super lucky. ass.. k time to go nap lol
watching prison season 1 all over again now..=))) so nice and scofield is so thin last time la haha . k peace out
today sucks, seriously.

start from yesterday,
went training so as to run with the juniors, they went for 5k first then after warm ups and stretching, i went to catch up with them after telling mr lim, then once i stepped out of school, heavy rain, pfttt so gotta go back zzz, so jogged like one idiot around the hall till they came back then went for another 5k with them. then after that we played soccer on the field and my thumb got cut for no reason and bled like freaking much.zzz. went tm met des and signed up for wave run then ate bk. told the bloody person i wanted sprite and she gave me barley, zzz. at least, des listened to me rant like shit about wad happened in my life and all. today morning wanted to wake at 8 but when i open my eyes, already 10, zzz. pack my stuff and rushed to sch for consultation with nordin.

then missed my bus and when i was on the bus and reading newspaper, think my pencil box dropped out and i din realised coz when i reached sch i cannot seem to find it and it is not at home. zzz wtf. during prelims, well done. two of my favourite pens. 3 precious key chains. and my will run and 100k badge. zzz. then reached bus stop, started pouring like siao. zzz so waited there till rain not so heavy.so reached sch no pen no pencil cannot do anything luckily got jolene who lent me a pencil. then went for checkup at NHC and they said my heart was athletic and nothing was wrong. zzz waste time. at least for now i know OCS is still possible. then went simei to send my phone for repair and it will cost 73 bucks coz out of warranty le as they said, when i bought it early this year. zzz lame cock. and less than half a year i send it for repair for 3 freaking times le. and i argued with that person that is the software fault and not mine for the button not working and she just nod her way through.. zzz gonna sms SE to complain the shit outta them and their system.walked all the way in to aunt's house with a super black and grumpy face i think, coz one ang moh alighted from cab and smile at me lol. zzz. screwed up gp compre, econs no need say, maths P1 40 plus marks gone, chem P3 fail also. zzz. the thought of ________ has been recurring in my mind.

kidnap my heart.